Vipassana

THE HEART 

COMPLICATED ONE

Suddenly i'm closing eyes with one ancient music with deep heart. Every beat I feel life lifeless. Here so silent night but i'm looking death like silent. every second i feel my heart is burning in coal. from my eyes drop of water fall in my hand . every second i feel misery of my life. I can touch any height but this moment i'm touching that much high sky with thoughtless brain. Today, I feel only heart. pure heart is bathing in cold freezing water. 

काश मुटुको धड्कन यहिँ बन्द भयीदिये हुन्थ्यो। येती मिठो सुक्दै गएको स्वास पनि बन्द भैदिए हुन्थ्यो होला। म यो गहिरो समुन्द्रमा अझै डुब्न चाहन्छु।  यो भन्दा बढी शान्त कि मेरो श्वास नि बन्द भएको हेर्न चाहन्छु। 

आफ्नो सपनामा आफैलाई हेर्न चाहन्छु। येति मज्जाले मर्न चाहनछु। 

हरपल जी तो रह हु हरपल कब् मरुन्गा 

हरपल मै सोचता रहहू कब् मै स्थिर होजौंगा 

   

Break up

Golden Sun:Happy Ending

White cloud in Sky .Some black and some
Wow how high kites are flying. I like kite flying, it is like one simple life. To fly kite no need to any big knowledge but it is very hard to fly. here near my foot one skinless dog is sleeping. It is like life without propose. Dog is like waiting death.
I see here some girls are taking photos with many action. slowly slowly sun is moving far or far. Now, Kathmandu Valley is totally SUN LESS. I see Kathmandu V

alley is like one Silent and innocent monk.
creamy white. In totality it is like oily white cloud. Big thick cloud rape sun one minute ago, only small spark is shown. Some ancient Tibetan music make me feel like zen inside. Now, sun is totally out from cloud. cold air blowing is  sign of beginning winter, little cold air touch my Heart. It is like heaven, In front of my eyes wide Kathmandu valley is waiting for one long rest(dark night). 

In this time I'm very Happy.Long time after I'm waiting for one fine Sun set.

Watching sun set is like confessing own self to God.It is like one long waiting of Golden life and achieving one new Happy. Sun set really show one positive, simple and innocent life. Sun set is like one happy ending, We feed Sad when we are departing but the sun is slowly dying with great smile. Sun set makes all emotional, humble happy and sweet  sad. Nature is 100% perfect and it show a path to all you also try to be perfect. 

Wow all looking golden. This time is golden time sun rays make all look like golden. In this time everyone looking beautiful inside and outside.In this time no one hide their feeling.So, they totally confess with Golden sun and make wishes to live with happy. Sun is slightly disappearing making cool golden sky. I'm returning to room. I'm sitting in roof of bus. Here I show Small moon in silvery sky. It is also one beautiful moment. ............. 

One beautiful air is touching my Heart , How can I explain it in word

One beautiful music playing in my ears, How can I explain it in word

How can I explain it in word....

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